However, I did make it out of the house today! But I am feeling financially and emotionally drained. Financially because I see a huge deficit coming on the 6th of November. Not quite sure how I am going to deal with that yet. Emotionally because my DH is still there! We had an argument on Saturday and I told him that I wanted him to leave. But he continued to argue and nothing was resolved. I told him that I was not going to continue to be called a liar and made to feel like I am doing something wrong, when I am not. When I went to get tires, and had to get brakes too, he asked how much they charged me for the brakes. I told him and he said "that is why you should want me to go to the tire store with you. It is my job as your husband to make sure you don't get screwed. I could have done them at home for $20." To which I responded, how long have I been telling you that I needed brakes? Goes back to not being able to depend on you.
Anyway...It will work itself out I am sure. I think I am just going to have to get forceful and tell him that I can't do it anymore. He looked at me last night and told me that he needed some ankle guards...as if I am supposed to get them for him. I financially can't support him. It would be different if all of his money went into the pot to be drawn from, but none of his money goes into the pot. So frustrating.
Done ranting...thanks for reading.
Feeling Drained
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