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Payday and Feeling Blue

October 9th, 2009 at 06:12 pm

Today is payday. Everything is set up in my bill pay so the only thing I had to do was stop to pay for the po box.

I was thinking about the goals I posted at the beginning of the year and am feeling blue because I haven't accomplished hardly any of them! My main thing was paying of credit cards...and I haven't done that...not a one. So next year, I will have to focus more to get that goal taken care of. I know the year isn't over, but I don't see that changing in the next couple of months.

I am also feeling blue because although it is payday, I am broke! I feel like I am getting no whereeven though most of the bills are current(minus the cell phone). I desperately need new tires, but I can't get them worked into the budget. Every time I drive to work I wonder if today is the day one of the tires will blow out. I just don't know what to do.

I have an appointment Monday to see about adjusting my meds. I just can't seem to get out of bed...well, I get out of bed to take the kids to school and almost fall asleep on the way! So I come home and sleep for another couple of hours before I head to work...if I even leave the house at all. I am also in extreme pain again from the endometriosis. Woke up several times last night. Hopefully they will figure something out.

6 Responses to “Payday and Feeling Blue”

  1. Mooshocker Says:
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    First, you are "in the game" and that is important. Knowing where your strengths and weaknesses are, even financially is a great sign.

    Keep focused on working that budget. Feeling broke on payday will change as your debt is reduced.

    Regarding feeling blue or tired. Review your diet and exercise plan. Turn to your faith and combine a new outlook for all three phases. I am sure with His help, a healthy diet and some moderate exercise, EVERYTHING will look much brighter. God bless.

  2. miclason Says:
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    well, if it is payday, and you're broke, but (most of) bills are paid, that's progress!

  3. ceejay74 Says:
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    Sometimes just not falling farther behind is progress. Holding the line against troubles that threaten to break your will and your budget. You are doing great!!

  4. LuxLiving Says:
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    On Endom., I have it - I had a laser surgery that cut some of the pain nerves in that area. BEST THING I EVER DID!

    It's tough on the bod to be on a sickbed for 1 week out of every month! By the time you feel better, you feel bad again. Much like Chemo must be.

  5. LuxLiving Says:
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    a link you might want to look at:
    Text is
    http://www.doctoryourself.com/endometriosis.html
    and Link is
    http://www.doctoryourself.com/endometriosis.html

  6. fern Says:
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    I, too, need new tires but since losing my job i don't want to spend $700. So i try not to drive much and hope i can eke out another thousand or so miles from them.

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