Well, the long weekend was nice. I got alot done yesterday. The Dr put me back on Ambien and I can tell a difference in my energy level during the day! But I hate the fact that I am impossible to wake up while I am on it!

I am looking at my budget and am not quite sure how I am going to make it through the middle of June. I am about $400 short for the June 10th payment. This doesn't include what I have in savings, but I hate to have to transfer it! DH isn't working today and was off yesterday so I don't know what kind of help he is going to be. I am going to have to move some stuff around. But I am sure it will all work out!

I was thinking this morning about how my life used to be...when my power was cut off even though I had made a payment that day. When the home phone was shut off regularly. Yes that was a long time ago(about 10 years), but I am glad I am no longer like that! Even though it wasn't that bad before I started this journey, it was still pretty bad. I was thinking how I never worried about the phone or power when I was growing up because my parents took care of things...they were older and more financially responsible. Nothing was EVER cut off while growing up. I am closer to achieving that now. I don't think that my kids worry about the phoone being turned off or the power. And they shouldn't. Just make me think about how life used to be and why I let it be that way!